Barranca Fierro Day 3
Sunday, January 24th, 2010Written January 12, 2010
Hey Everyone!
Today was our last day in Barranca Fierro before we drove the two hours back to Oaxaca City and a meeting with UniTierra, which I’ll get into more later. Our time in el campo was again eye-opening, thought-provoking, and most of all for me, humbling. People with resources the majority of Americans you and I know would consider meager at best would again and again offer me second servings of bread or fresh eggs or soup and frijoles before touching any food themselves. They treated me like family, and called me that , welcoming me into their home and offering me everything there only minutes after they found out my name. All this despite knowing very well that I was a gringo from el Estados Unidos, the country responsible for keeping their ten year old granddaughter from knowing their mother, or their sons from coming to visit and take care of them in their old age; in short, the country holding their family forcefully apart.
This morning at breakfast I sat outside on the patio watched the sun climb higher over the fruit trees down by the river and the small bean field. “Muy bonita,” I tell Natalia over and over again. I want to show her desperately how wonderful I think her land is and how much I appreciate her overwhelming hospitality, constantly cooking even though she can hardly walk. She tells us how her sons have asked her to come North so they can take care of her, but she cannot bare to leave this land that she has poured herself into over the years, the place with her home, her friends and her Zapotec culture, where she wants to live out the rest of her days. I am moved by what seems an unshakable sense of place I have seen in both indigenous communities we’ve visited, and am only beginning to understand how this deep connection to the land adds another complicated layer into the difficult decision migrants face about migrating. “But we have to do these things, for our families,” I hear over and over again, “We know it’s wrong in some ways, and we don’t want to, but we have no choice.” It’s exactly what I’ve read in articles and immigration research, but seeing brows crinkle and eyes tear as they peer over their fields and village makes it hit home in an entirely new way. I feel embarrassed and ashamed to be from a place with such hateful laws and greedy policies, and I have no excuse for these gracious people.
After breakfast we said our goodbyes and headed to the school, which houses about 70 students grades one through six and two teachers who were amazingly calm in the face of such numbers. We toured the two classrooms and saw the computer room full of brand new Dells Donnaciano’s organization, Generacion Barranca 2006, provided for the school, and the bicycles the organization provided for students who originally struggled to get there on a daily basis (other students ride donated bikes to the middle and high schools at least twenty minutes away). The teachers explained to us how they teach the same general themes to grades 1-3 and 4-6 as much as possible to simplify things and then the students work out of their more specific books. There is no other way without more teachers we are told. We drop our donated school and dental supplies, and the older children tell us their aspirations: many want to be doctors, musicians, and soccer players, all at once. It feels the place has more life, more potential to save itself from ending up the ghost town Tindu is already becoming, and more people have immigrated and returned. But I can’t help but noting teaching English and glorifying the possibilities of life in the U.S. will only encourage more migration. And who can blame anyone for wanting to add material comfort to their lives, more food security and what we perhaps wrongly call a higher standard of living? And who are we to tell them not too? All I really know is that we must change our policies so that they are not directly responsible for the abject poverty Oaxacans and millions of others suffer through each day, and so that these people have the right to choose not to migrate or their families ripped apart from each other, their land, and their culture.
I could write much more, but this post is already long, and we have one last official meeting tomorrow morning. Kristen and JoJo will have more tomorrow on our time at the Women’s Cooperative and the first two days in Barranca Fierro. I can’t believe this trip is almost over. WDA has a lot of questions to answer, things we have been wrestling with since we arrived, but it’s been an amazing journey. I wish everyone could come here and see what we’ve seen.
Goodnight todos,
John